| hey well last time i updated i was having a really bad few days but all is good now me and sarah are still together and doing good mill ball and v day is comming up and that should be alot of fun i was gonna take her on this big romantic trip to atl and ride horses but i told her about it and we decided that it would be better for us to just save our money so i have came up with this other idea i hope she likes it and i baught her some jewlery too but yeah ive been busy with work school and her so talks whats been up so leave me a comment |
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| Tonight my life came to a complete stop i have no will to go on the person i cared about and loved more them any thing brokeup with me i did anything and everything i Could for her. i dont think she knows how much i really care about her or what i would do to have her back. i car more anout here then i have about any girl i have ever dated.right now my whole life is falling apart everything i wish i bould tell yeall everythingelse but yall wouldnt undersatnd maybe the world would be better off with out me im only one person that noone cares about maybee i should just go to sleep and not ever wake up and them maybe mmmy life in heaven will much better because i fell as if i have entered hell i cant seem to fall asleep all i can think about is all the times i was with sarah and i keep hearing her voice tell me she loe me but its probaly not even worth remembering or dreaming about because it wont happen again i guess because she says shes done. well i guells i will stop boring you with my worth less life and you can go and read someones xanga well bye and i love you sarah and i will do nything to have you back
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| hey yall hows everything goin every thing here is alright things are alittle difficult lately i still dont have a car and it really really sucks and me and sarah have had some problems but every relationship is rocky at some point so im just trying to make it through thankfully we are still together but yeah thats been my life lately lookin for cars and found a job at the new bowling ally its alright im looking for another one i dont really like it its not quite my thing well im goin to bed sarah i love you and later to all of yall others |
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| well today wasnt so good in ways but good in others i have figured out that hiding my feeling of people is just trouble. i was never thought i could express myself the way i did today. i poured out my heart to sarah asking her for another chance and even though i dont think she believes me i feel like she will see in the next few days that it was all true. i really car about her and i love being with her and around her. she means so much to me i wish she knew well im going now sarah if you read this im sorry for every thing i ever did to you and i still care about you and love you well to the rest of yall later |
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|  another pic of my car and look at the asian ladys car !!!! |
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